i'm tired

I realized today that despite all attempts to pretend that I am Superwoman, I am not. I don't usually like to complain about motherhood or the baby, but today I am so worn down. I spent about half of our vacation last week sick with a terrible head cold, which is still lingering and refusing to completely go away. I haven't been sleeping well lately either, and this is compounded by the fact that E is no longer sleeping through the night. I'm not sure if it's a growth spurt or teething or just adjusting to being back home after so much travelling, but it's starting to take its toll on me. It's days like these that make me wish I was all gestapo about having her on a schedule. Time to revisit the baby books, I think.